live kaer time
it doesn't matter what time it is.
eepy all hours, regardless
other stuff
do link back to ur site(only if you want to!!!), i'd love to take a look 🥺
that i'm too lazy to try and figure out how to put here atm
✩‧₊˚memoir of dismantled realities︶༉‧
' let the world remain raw; stand tall, renegade. '
▷ riot - overkill
home ✧ about ✧ memoirs ✧ blog ✧ art ✧ sitemap ✧ wip
※ barebones site rn. still figuring out coding magic as we speak. ;_;
kaboom 
using this site as an archive for my creative works.
i like my ocs a normal
amount after all
feel free to look around
(if there is anything to browse atm for that matter)
nonetheless, enjoy your stay. mwah
※ note that responsiveness also breaks after a certain point (385px width) :[ i tried. am going to try again when i get better
hey ... 
wondering more about me? aw. i'm flattered 
here's a whole section then
hurray to cherry picked oversharing
anyways, it's nice to meet 'ya
i'm known on socials as kaestorbuhan or kaeryios
since those are long, u can just call me kaer or fenrir
(kaer; that's pronounced ka, as in cat, and er, as in air)
whatever works, as long as i know you're talking to me
17 y/o abomination from hell itself
if u don't believe me, feel free to look up the peak temperature
for the philippines this summer and lmk what you think
i'm self-taught most things
art-ing(haha funny), writing, and now coding. special thanks to my ocs for making shit happen
silly q&a section for other misc info
I'M GLAD YOU ASKED
if you're wondering why i have two aliases; kaestorbuhan is for informal stuff, and kaeryios being for the inverse
※ i figured i'd separate them to keep things tidy
+ i got the idea from having a work/day-to-day profile for my browser activity. it works out p well
anyway, kaestorbuhan, in my mother tongue (tagalog/filipino) means something along the lines of 'disturbance'
for a long time now, the usual one liner i use for my bios (whether that be in game or in social media) is 'disaster wakes where i walk'
and i think that's accurate as to who i am as a person
hence me choosing that for informal stuff, keeping the definition in mind
kaeryios doesn't mean much tbh i just thought it sounded cool. and it is
just know that i wanted the 'kae' part to be consistent with the both of them since i went by kaerulum before this and
got pretty used to being referred to as varying combinations of kae/kaer/kaeru
eventually i changed it though because i found that i was sharing that user with someone else if it got taken so quickly
when discord removed number tags for an update
. there's some history for u
right now, i mainly only use clip studio paint!
+ yes i do own a drawing tablet and use that. gone are my days of abusing the line tool
though on the rare chance i get the mood or am forced to draw on nothing but my phone, ibis paint x is my bitch
if you're familiar with csp, you're also familiar with the asset store. lots of cool stuff in there
atm, i'm working on a list of links to brushes i use/favorites to add to this section 'ere
ahhhhhhhhh putanginaaaaaa
as much as i'd like to be a cool gamer i am unfortunately married to my ocs first
but as of rn i'm enjoying:
- ✧ honkai: star rail
- ✧ deep rock galactic
- ✧ roboquest
- ✧ wuthering waves
- ✧ holocure, holo x break by kay yu (I KNEEEL)
- ✧ farming sims (stardew valley, sun haven)
- ✧ baldur's gate 3
- ✧ hades
- ✧ osu (mania)
- ✧ muse dash
※ you can find most of these on steam or on their respective websites!
for games i'll always hold dear to me:
- ✧ the entirety of patapon(im So fucking insane)
- ✧ chicken invaders! :]
- ✧ (very special mention to u if u recognize this) anka!
- ✧ also the entirety of burger shop
- ✧ pokemon games (3ds releases and beyond i haven't played cuz i can't emulate. ahh) (pmd series especially explorers of sky and pkm b/w are all time favs in specific)
- ✧ paladog :3
- ✧ animal jam!!! ahhh!!!
- ✧ ...and a very honorable mention for various fuckass flash games on friv and y8
since u asked so nicely...
my fictional universes, or 'memoirs', as i like to call them.
※ things are mostly missing right now...
(in terms of both code and lore)
always a work in progress. things are ever-changing in my brainscape,
being that my stories are fueled by self-indulgence; and sometimes the
lore just grows its own limbs and writes itself. scary shit ik
temp from
stamp hoard (temporary)
to-do
- ✧ finish (tvp) terminology page draft
- ✧ start (tvp) world page draft
- ✧ (tcts) portraits
- -- beryl
- -- aria
- ✧ finish sections on main page
- -- blog
- -- art
- -- sitemap
- -- credit pg
- ✧ human body anatomy study
- -- skeleton
- -- muscles
- ✧ (tvp) oc ref sheet drafts
- -- ashtaroth
- -- mara
- -- kamphor
finished tasks
- ✧ nothing yet
changelog
latest update: jun 29, 2024
- ✧ 1.0 ‧ 06/13/24; midnight
> site birth! - ✧ 1.1 ‧ 06/21/24; midnight
> first listed update
> initial site layout established - ✧ 1.2 ‧ 06/22/24; night
> edited container styles and sizes
> moved content of left and right containers
> updated changelog visual
> added song of the week and other wip sections to sidebars(?)
> added hoard label
> fixed layout of various pages for consistency
> various minor text adjustments for the sake of readability - ✧ 1.2.1 ‧ 06/24/24; night
> updated song of the week
> added sections to tvp page (magic system, terminology)
> added tasks to to-do list - ✧ 1.3 ‧ 06/29/24; evening
>fixed status. u can see it now!
> changed entire site bg. do u like the stars better now
> changed entire site line height
> very slight adjustment to song of the week section
> added note that site responsiveness breaks after reaching a certain point
> made adjustments for readability again
> cleaned code just a teensy little bit. continuing when i get more time
> fucked with containers and css a little so that the display looks ssliiightly better on mobile devices
> made character pages a little bit cleaner (removed excess dividers and line breaks)
> also fixed links on character pages. whoopie
> moved changelog to right side, swapped with tbd section
> added live clock
> added '(temporary)' label to hoard - ✧ 1.3.1 ‧ 06/29/24; night
> NO u cant see my status 😭 CORS blah blah anyway i'll figure it out someday but i'll just have it linked for now
> added guestbook - ✧ 1.3.2 ‧ 07/01/24; night
> updated song of the week. that's all!!